This Cold Empty California King

6 years together.
No engagement.
No marriage.
No kids.
Me? Im 26 and hes at 31.

We are living life to the fullest.

But Im so alone.

He recently started working nights.

I lay in this cold empty california king all by myself at night. At first Im really getting used to this! I can roll over for days into cold spots. I can use as many pillows as I want no matter where they end up when the alarm goes buzzing. Hell- I can even watch reality shows in bed without hearing the grunting of my man next to me begging for the channel to be changed.

But Im so alone.

When will you be home?
When will we have time to spend together?
When can we walk the dog together again?

What? Youre working 6 days a week AGAIN this week?

*sigh*

I lay in this cold empty california king all alone.

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😦 so sad. Be aware of your actions and words people. Be aware.

Talk About Equality

On October 7, 1998, Aaron Kreifels was riding his bike through a field in Wyoming. He wasn’t expecting that day to be different from any other beautiful sunny afternoon in the vast plains surrounding Laramie, but that day would change many lives.

Aaron spotted what he initially thought was a scarecrow next to a fence. Then he noticed a glisten of blood. The sun sparkled on what he barely recognized as a face. What Aaron had discovered was the 22 year-old Matthew Shepard, clinging to life.

Most of you know what happened next. Matthew held on for five more days and as his parents held his hand and prayed, Matthew slipped away quietly on October 12th, leaving in his wake a new movement for equality.

The outcries for justice and for greater protections were immediate and resonating.

Since then, Matthew’s mother Judy has made it her personal mission to protect…

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Hello World! ! ! Im going to make my first attempt at a blog. ((Probably will come off half-assed, but I promise…. I will put my whole ass in it!!!))

Hope you guys have as much fun reading as I do writing.

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-BlueGrass